Contents of Felicity's Friendster USB diary found in Cape May dead drop.

I TOTALLY FORGOT I HAD THIS THING. THEY
HANDED THESE OUT DURING LUNCH AT HIGH SCHOOL
AND NEVER REALLY USED IT. MY FRIEND
AND I GOT A COUPLE. NO WONDER THEY WENT
OUT OF BUSINESS, BUT AT LEAST THIS THING
STILL WORKS. I DON'T WANT ANYONE READING
THIS AND I NEED TO VENT SOMEWHERE.
I FEEL LIKE CRAP AND DON'T HAVE ANYONE
TO TALK TO ABOUT DAVID. I AM CRYING LIKE
A BABY.

DAVID CALLED ME AND TOLD ME HE IS MOVING
FOR A NEW JOB. I WAS EXCITED FOR HIM, BUT
HE TOLD ME WE HAD TO BREAK UP. I GUESS
I WASN'T IN HIS LIFE PLANS AFTERALL.
HE SAYS HE WANTS TO BE WITH SOMEONE WITH
MORE DIRECTION IN LIFE, TOLD ME I AM A
LOSER FOR NOT GOING TO COLLEGE. I CAN'T
BELIEVE THIS. I WOULD HAVE MOVED WITH
HIM AND FOUND A JOB IN PHOENIX TOO. I DON'T
CARE WHAT I DO, I JUST WANTED TO
BE WITH HIM. I FEEL STUPID I EVEN WASTED
MY TIME WITH HIM. BETTER NOW THAN LATER
I GUESS.

I AM STUPIDLY WAITING FOR HIM TO CHANGE
HIS MOND, TELL ME SORRY, AND ASK ME TO MOVE
CROSS COUNTRY WITH HIM. BUT I KNOW THAT
IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. HE HAS BEEN
DISTANT WITH ME FOR MONTHS AND I THINK THIS
IS JUST AN EXCUSE TO BREAK UP. I HAVE
NO IDEA WHAT I DID WRONG.

GIVEN THE SITUATION, I HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS
TODAY. STARTED A NEW INSTA WITHOUT
HIM. WE EVEN DID A LITTLE BBQ. I TRIED BEING
A GRILL MASTER. I GUESS I WAS PRETTY
GOOD AT IT BECAUSE NO ONE COMPLAINED ABOUT
THE COOKING. IN ANY CASE, IT GOT MY
MIND OFF THINGS AND IM FEELING A LOT HAPPIER
NOW. SARAH SAYS I NEED TO GO HAVE
DRINKS WITH HER SO I CAN MEET SOME CUTE
GUYS BUT MY HEAD IS NOT THERE RIGHT NOW.
IM HEARTBROKEN.

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